There are people who can break out of the friend zone. Who would not mind dating guys from their circle of friends, or colleagues they'll run into everyday. I couldn't do that. Everyone knows I don't go out with guys I'm friends with.
There have been countless times when I felt like bending the rules a little. Going a little further, see what happens. In most situations I'd let it pass and do nothing. I don't like to take the risk, as my "romantic" relationships won't last. When it's over, there is no going back to friendship without awkwardness. Some of those moments when I could have done something different, I do regret, although I remember why I did what I did.
(Today I'm thinking of blue eyes. Not even my type!) So right now, knowing what I already know, I should just stop right there and not play any risky games that I can't win. It surely doesn't feel good, it won't feel better, but it could feel a lot worse. That's the right thing to do.
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